“Msrah Mi Mulugeta, I say, have you been brawling drunkenly in taverns in The Gripe like your constituents on your evenings off?” asked the man with a pleased sort of smirk. “Ea, when one says he is preparing for a fight come election season it is rare to see it done so literally as you appear to.”
The rest of the elephants in attendance laughed at this. Msrah forced himself to smile bashfully and chuckle along with them. No gritting teeth or clenched fist here as he shook his head, “Yaka, Addisu, I am afraid the story is not nearly so daring or exciting as your imagination seems to suggest. A simple accident involving a loose paving stone.” He sounded eminently convincing of course and none of the Elephants would press him on it. All the same, Msrah had hoped that the split on his lip and the faint purpling of the dark skin around his deep turquoise eyes would pass unnoticed. Better to let them ask him outright though, he supposed, than whisper to themselves and construct elaborate and fantastical scandals the moment his back was turned and he was out of earshot.
There would be rumbles, naturally, oh yes. But the trip and the fall was the line he would stick to. Say it over and over until he believed it himself, even. If his fellow politicians had nothing better to do in this place than concoct stories about innocuous bruisings then they had no place in the business of running the city. Hulali’s sake. Hulali damn them all to drown in the floods. Msrah smiled his bright white smile and made his excuses as he made for his office.
Usually Msrah found the walk to the bowels of the civic assembly somewhat disheartening, a reminder of the ladders that were yet to climb between him and the thing he desired most. Respect and power, in his party, in this building and throughout the city. Today though, he was glad of it. Glad to be away from aside glances and whatever gossip his imagined in his paranoia to be forming. And better yet, as far away from home and that mad bitch of a wife as he could possibly get.
The party was still fresh in his mind and nothing he could do would shake it.
A room filled up with his father’s colleagues and other such influential people. Not an official Bull event naturally, but his father had leaned that way since he was a boy so there had been many party members there as well as conservative leaning business men. Though the occasion was as innocent as a precursor to Turamgrhit, simply an annual party held in the spirit of the holiday marking the anniversary of the start of one of his Father’s more prudent business dealings, Msrah had of course been in attendance with other motives in mind. As his father had bade him.
Schmooze, secure a few donations for the party with Father’s rich friends and the higher ups would smile kindly on him in the way that Hulali smiled kindly on the land in the flood season, bringing with him the promise of fertility in the new year. He’d appeared in his finery, as dashing as he had been as a student if not even better. Wearing his looks in the way that a fine wine aged. Chione, his wife, had been beautiful, elegant and jeweled as she held her graceful island neck high. And when she looked at him, she was dead behind the eyes. With only the faint curl of hatred present, like a maggot writing through a corpse.
Chione in her dress snaked all through his memory. Chione with her hands around the champagne glass. Chione laughing bitterly and then….
No. He couldn't think on it further, couldn't relive the rest of the night here. It would only get him riled up once more. Filled with an all consuming rage.
She’d gone too far last night. Too far. It felt as though something had snapped, finally, after the party. Felt as though that something was now broken beyond repair.
As if their marriage wasn’t broken enough already.
Msrah waited until he was safely behind the door of his office before he sat in his desk heavily and massaged his temples. “A coffee if you please, Gelila, do'mea” he bade his assistant. “As black as the night.” As black as his mood. As black as his wife's heart.
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